Interesting mirror … I’ve noticed that when people use their kids as pawns and "dump" them off because they can’t handle them I really get in a button (aka upset). Finally I decided that it was time to take a look at the mirror. I haven’t sourced it all the way but I saw some decisions I made about parents when my mom was having a hard time with by dad’s death back in the 50′s. I saw a lot of different images and scrambling for survival type of scenarios but nothing where I caused the pain – I know I’ll get it but I also know I must have made some huge decisions about myself because I’ll go to great lengths to be distracted.

I know that most would feel sorry for the kids – I’ve also watched dispassionately and seen that it’s all a dance. I believe that there are those who appear to be true victims in this world and I also believe that they are angels who have agreed to live here to help others see the possibilities and value of going inside to clean up my own (our own) homes or temples if you will.

Interesting note is that this is also a reflection of my dream last night… I’ll have to think about that some more and see what comes up